

the mysteries will remain, until time decides that the answers should be revealed.

so many questions, most of them unanswered. makes me wonder how the world works, really. it's actually getting pretty dark now, for 2.34 pm in the afternoon on a SUNday. it's probably gonna bug me for the rest of today, but i guess i'm used to it.Īw shucks. 'cause I need this now, and you need this tooĬould it be that we met at the wrong time?Īnd then this song reminded me of my promise to give something tomorrow morning to this special person, but not sure if i should. whoever said enjoy life while you can must've been high. me and my problems and issues and shitty life. i kinda wonder if there's anyone out there who actually understands me, who understands what i feel / am going through. that's probably a nice thing coz i can just say tons of shit and just rant it all out, and no one can judge or say anything that can piss me off even more.

well, none at all to be honest, coz i've come to the conclusion that this blog is not read by anyone. i'm not putting much effort in intriguing you guys. This blog has officially became my therapist. the worst part is coming home then thinking about all the shit that's happened again and again, and it just never gets out of your head. it's bad enough i have to study for chem tomorrow, it's worse that i have to sit for it early in the morning, and it's even worse that the exams don't end there yet. but oh wait, life just has to whack you in the balls once more. annoying, really, especially when i'm trying to study. these stupid shitz just keep coming every night for the past few weeks. unwanted habits/features/characteristics (small things that barely make a difference) in people that you thought there never was/will be. for example, after a while you begin to notice several. but sometimes you just can't help but be pissed off at all the small little things people do, which in fact barely make much of a difference. occasionally you might find it better, once you realise that it's a shit thing that happens for your good later on. most of the times it's you noticing all the small, not-to-be-noticed details which will just.

You know how sometimes things happen then you see things in a different perspective.
